Sandy's June 2019 Editorial

Hello Everyone!

Have you ever had a panic attack? If you have, you’re not alone.

An estimated 6 million Americans alone are subject to them occasionally. It doesn’t matter if you are rich, poor, healthy or sick, or even what religion or race you are. Anyone can have a panic attack. Believe me, if you ever have one, you will know it, though no one truly knows what causes them.

I do know something about having panic attacks, as I am occasionally subject to having one when driving with someone.

I’d like to tell you about a recent experience I had with a panic attack that my Guides helped me work through in a very unique but effective way. I was calm and relaxed in the front passenger seat armed with my hat and my earphones playing calming brainwaves and taking deep belly breaths, my three favorite preventive measures) when a car suddenly zipped from the right lane, two lanes over, through the 10 feet of space between us and the next car, and continued across the remaining 3 lanes of traffic to end up in the left lane at something like 90 mph.

My husband, driving and unflappable as ever just continued on, saying a silent prayer of thanks at the driver’s good aim, while I felt the full torrent of a panic attack unleash itself from deep within me.

Of course I knew my husband couldn’t deal with the screaming, crying, hitting, energy blasting beast that waited to break free as soon as I could breath and see again, so I forced myself to breath, eyes closed. I pulled my energy in with each breath, I gathered myself and my energy into a tiny ball within my heart and I held it there, solid and comforting.

I shut him out. I shut the road out. I felt myself relax and my breath returned to normal. The panic attack was over. Mentally I looked at the little ball at my heart, right where my thymus gland is, and realized I’d used the hormones from my thymus to calm every part of my being. I noticed the little ball looked like a walnut, it’s two halves looking like the two ventricles of my heart, now contained in a protective shell.

I thanked my Guides for this new Protection they’d shared with me.

Later that night as I slept, I dreamed the walnut at my heart put down roots, deep into the center of the earth. They anchored me there. Then out of the top of the walnut began to grow a might trunk that made its way up through the crown of my head to a leafy canopy a hundred feet above. As I watched more and more branches grew, and out of the tip of each branch grew a tiny square perfectly wrapped gift, ribbon and all, dangling from its branch like ripe fruit. Out of the top of that tree a second erupted, complete with its burden of gifts, and then a third and final TREE OF LIFE came from that.

In my dream I realized the walnut was a Gift from my Guides, the first of many, that would be offered to me and my many students all over the world as we begin this year’s Kabbala Pathworking class. It begins July 10th , and I’ve already been working on it in preparation.

The sudden appearance of the walnut was both a solution to my panic attack and a special early gift for me as I begin the process of bringing this powerful class to you.

What gifts will Kabbala Pathworking bring to you?

I hope you’ll join me on July 10th to find out. The first class is an introduction and gives a great overview of the Kabbala.

Love and Light, Sandy